Love

Dear God, Teach me to laugh again, but never let me forget I cried......

Love is...

• Enduring
• Kind
• Not envious
• Humble
• Gentle
• Unselfish
• Patient
• Thinks no evil
• Rejoices in truth
• Hopeful
• Encouraging
• Honest and Truthful

punch punch punch...

Met Zach this morning at paradigm, played some pool. Supposed to help him submit the 8 ball form but due to some 'supposed to get job' which screwed up last min, had to ask him to diy.

Played punch, and i kept losing. lol. Well, it's predictable, he's a much better player than me, but i'm still disappointed with myself. Didn't take the game seriously enough, never practiced what i read in theory. Sigh... There's a long long more way to go. Maybe i should play more with people, and be more open with stranger games. Well, with nice friendly people that is. I need the stress element in the game to improve. Then, i'll be frequenting the challengers' table... ahah. Next step is my kicking and banking game. Really horrible...

Hmm, hope the 8 ball comp's a good experience for me. Eye-opener that is... Just hope i dun throw too much face. But whats there to lose? I'm the underdog, and i have everything to gain, not lose. =D

These few days, realized i'm getting very impatient easily. Sigh. Must be the boredom... Need to find a job soon. People also dun seem to be replying my msgs these few days... and i dun like calling people cos i got no free talk time. lol Really dislike the feeling when people dun respond to you. Grrrr

Post-exam mood

Ok, it actually aint exactly over yet. Left one more bio MCQ... But can lah.. i hope, read the same notes like dunno how many million times already. lol Ok, i better go practice more papers later...

Hmm, post exam mood is ... eh ... like a meadow. ok, wierd comparisons, but i just realized i'm gonna be sooooo bored. I NEED A JOB! hmmm, i want those one day jobs kind, so anyone who has lobang, pls do not hesitate to contact me.. lol

Just dropped by pool haven this afternoon, and played awhile there.. see how the table is like. Think i'll play the 8 ball Championships... for fun and experience. Just wondering, how come everytime i go down there, the same old pple are there playing. They dun need to work meh? so good life. Playing there and playing at West Coast rec. is 2 totally diff experience. Can concentrate there better, and make pockets more often. Now i know how to apply and control english better.. BUT I STILL CANT DRAW! Thats sooooo pathetic. Haiz, need to practice more. And hopefully i can get a break/jump and the 314 shaft after CNY... If i get them, i'll have to continue playing for life. A bomb of investment. NO MORE GIVING UPS! Its my goal, and i'm gonna go for it till its realized! Yeah, and i'll want to make some returns too.
Mika Immonen made me see a new side of the game, from what i read frm his website about him. He's my role-model.

Wonderin how's Jiade doing. Havent met up with him for some time... Well, dunno whether to call him out or not, dunno whether he's free. Oh well... maybe im TOO free. heh
Mayb i'll ask if he wanna go out or something.. like gym or roam town. lol. Loved those coffee times we had ^^> Nothing beats just sitting down and chatting with friends. Yeah, nothing!

Am I Dreaming or What?

Was looking for a Break/Jump cue today. See see look look...
At the moment, my wish list has changed. lol
Is this just a dream that will fade away, or is it gonna be an aspiration that will stay? I'm still uncertain. Dun wanna make a wrong investment here.

1. Fury Break/Jump -- $240
2. Predator 314 shaft -- $299
3. 2B/4S case -- ~$100

I need a job and to save up. If this dream stays till next Feb, i'll take this as an aspiration, and i'll go get 'em.

Early Christmas Wishes

Amidst exams preparation, i find myself thinking about other things other than studies. lol. Tmr's maths paper, and i cant wait for everything to be over.

Since christmas is round the corner, a wish list comes naturally. Heh. Since its still early, this is draft one, more ammendments on the way to come.

2004 Christmas Wish List

Materialistic

1. Lucasi L-2004NB
2. Lucasi L-2000JB
3. Predator Case

People

1. My best friend's salvation
2. Deeper and more cherished friendships
3. Happy family ^^

Academics

1. Of course good results

Job

1. Some piano school would want me, with a decent pay.

O.o drooling over this. Such a beauty...

Ok, maybe because of the brand... lol The power of advertisements.

The digits attached to it are rather interesting too...

Holi - day(s)

Yeah, finally got some breathing space. But now, it feels like this short holi-day is gonna be my start of the holidays. It just feels like the exams are totally over. One week break before the next paper. Argh, just get over and done with! Abit more math, a replay of chem, and the hated bio topic... and it'll all be History!

I hate skim milk now, and so does everyone else. Ever wondered whether the cream in your milk does give you any benefits? Now i know that not knowing what the cream does is not beneficial. lol

Just read KJ's blog... a description of the sex manual. Hahhaha. She has a copy, and i have my copy too. Yeah, its the WORST sex manual i've ever seen. Ok, its the only sex manual i've ever seen... and believe me, its not a single bit interesting. In fact, i hate it so much i wish i never knew so much about sex. I thought it would be interesting, but i'm proven wrong. Well, i only know whats on the first 3 pages before my journey through 'advanced sex'. I'll prefer just sticking to the basics.

Hmm, dropped by 'pool haven' yesterday. Saw some really pro. people training there. National players. Yeah, that place's a really wonderful place. High ceiling, quiet place, and the atmosphere's ideal for pool. Definitely NOT those stereotypical images of what atmosphere a pool table will carry along with. lol
$10 per year, its surely worth it. I'm giving myself 2 years, and i'm gonna make a debut there once i step outta NS. Yeah, its a goal, and im gonna go get it! I'll try, give it all i've got! Haha, now i hope i'm not gonna get posted in-camp after BMT. I was hoping i'll be able to stay in camp initially, but now its otherwise.
Its funny, interests change with time, goals shift all the time. Well, just go with whats at the moment. If things change along the way, then direction will steer away as well, since all these are minor stuffs in life. Maybe its experimentation, if I discover its for me, I'll stay. =o)

So, back to my sex manual. Maybe not now, perhaps tomorrow, or the day after that, or a week later... ...

A Dream, A Big Big Dream

3 more days to the official start of the A levels, how exciting... or rather, how not so.

3 more days, and instead of urgency, my mind is always somewhere else. LDMR has set in, since... eh, a couple of weeks ago. So you can imagine where my productivity level is now: way below the x-axis, with negative returns perhaps. Going to school everyday in hopes of trying to study at least some work is definitely better than staying at home. But maybe a quarter of the time, i'll be walking around, stoning, sleeping etc. Aiyah, but this few weeks was really %^&#!@.
My mind was troubled by certain things... Oh well, hopefully it'll be gone soon. I hope!
The other half of the time stoning, my mind was somewhere in dreamland, or is it called ambition and aspiration?

A Big Fat Dream. Yeah. Big and Fat!

Dreaming of becoming Spore's first Professional 9 ball pool player. Imagine all the touring and playing with pros. like Earl Strickland, Tony Drago, Nick Van Den Berg... haha. I dream too big. Hey, but whats wrong with dreaming big? Maybe i watch too much World Pool Masters. Yeah, thats where i wanna appear, in the World Pool Masters... and maybe even invited to play in the Mosconi Cup. I'll be the next Alex Pagulayan, with the confidence of Tony Drago, and the friendliness of Efren Reyes.

*snap snap* ok. Time to look short term. The As is 3 days away.