U-21 8 Ball 2004

Hmm, just came back from pool haven. Went there with Chun Kiat and was watching Zach play today... He lost 5-4. yikes. Thought he would win. He's a good player, hmm, i guess he was a little too confident. Was leading 2-0, then started missing the 8 balls. Careless I guess.

I played yesterday, my first match. I won 5-3. Opponent is quite a nice guy... Friendly and a good opponent. Not those guai-lan kind. Haha. Hmm, saw him at pool haven today, and played some games with him... and I made a new friend! Haha, got to make friends with my opponent. lol... I find that that's nice. This is my first competition, and judging from the skill level of the whole pool of players, honestly speaking, I don't stand a chance of going far. But its alright, I just joined for the fun and experience, and to see where do I stand. Tomorrow's my next game. I hope to win, but if I don't, its alright too.

I find that the competition environment makes you more alert, makes you more careful and serious. In the end, you play better games. I found that yesterday, I played my best series of games ever. It was my peak so far. Accuracy was high, although positioning was abit crappy. Well, at least I was putting in my best effort. But I still lack many skills, and I've a long way to go...
Saw Lionel play with that National youth guy today. Oh man, I see his draw shots and his stroking, I'm so inspired. He draws the whole length of the table! And his positioning is superb... Hmmm, and he only played seriously for 1 year only. A really fast learner and good pool player.

Oh well, tomorrows another game. All the best for me! =) Win or lose, I'm already satisfied with how I performed in the first match.

In HIS Time

Its so easy to say "In God's Time". But in actual fact, its so so hard to wait, cos now I don't even know if its in God's plan, and this... I'm just SO worried about. =`/

Went out just now with some friends. Walked the whole of town shopping. Haha, was definitely a wonderful time meeting up with each other again. Packed schedules, just so hard to catch up. The time we have together is so precious, and i treasure every moment I spend with you guys! Gonna miss you all when school starts. Hope to meet up again soon, and catchup... Hmmm, was supposed to be a shopping trip. Yep, they ended buying lotsa stuff, and me... none. Didn't have the heart to spend the money... Don't wish to empty the last of my savings, though I saw a really nice belt I'm gonna go get soon. = o )
Still have the pool cue in my wish list. Haha, and need money too for training in pool too. Well, but can't possibly spend everything in pool. Duh! There are much more important stuff to spend in.

My best pal's having some rough time now. Hmmm, I really feel very sad for him. Not in the sense of pity. I dunno too, but I know I feel real sad too. I want to help, but I really don't know what I can do to help. I feel that sometimes I'm too naggy. Yeah, and I hate myself for that. I need to have some bo-chapness in me. I'm just too concerned bout everything, and too practical too. I need some sense of heck-care spirit in me! Anyways... I hope things get settled soon before the new year starts, where I believe no one wants to start on the wrong foot. Call it bad luck or what, it just isn't nice lah.
Maybe I just need to be a listning ear, thats all. I hope you'll find a way out soon, and I wish you the best.

Unconditional love... or Agape Love. 2 big words. I feel that only God can give this kind of love, cos deep down inside, everyone will have the slightest tinch of wanting a return when you give to someone else. Yet, this is the strongest kind of love.
But there's always this question... dependecy? or love?

I made a pact with God on my way home.
The question now... is whether He accepts this pact, and whether its in His will, and time...
Please let it be.
I beg.

The Greatest Love

If you ask me, would I wake up at 3am just to hear your problems.
If you ask me, would I re-schedule all my appointments and schedules when you need me.
If you ask me, would I be back for the biggest occasions and highlights of your life, wherever I may be on this earth.
If you ask me, would I put in my best effort in helping when you need help.
If you ask me, would I be by your side when you call for it.

To that special friend out there... All these, I will.

If you ask me, would I die for you then.
To that special friend out there, this, with all my heart... I will also.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." Jn15:11

Just came back from Juniors camp. Its really nice to work with the kids, all the cuteness... and innocence. lol First time as worker, its really fun, and I think I like camps, although its so tiring. Saw the abilities of many people, both campers and workers... and I'm really impressed by some. =) Gotta know some church members more too, working with them. Really thankful.

Christmas is coming! Not expecting any presents anyway. Its been quite sometime since I recieved christmas presents. Been recieving a few cards here and there. So happy to read 'em. ^^ Well, I do have just one wish for christmas, and thats if my best friend will come for the christmas service. Thats all I ask for this years christmas.

Come What May

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart
Can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change
Winter to spring
But I will love you
To the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you
Till my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
But our world revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song
I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you
Until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you
Until my dying day

True Love, so perfect.
So strong... such words.
"I will love you, to the end of time."

Change my heart

Just came back from jd place. Passed him some stuff. Been some time since we met, all of us have busy schedules. Well, thats good too, cos an idle mind is the devil's workshop. Chatted awhile there, but it seemed like quite some time. Really miss chatting with him.

I made a commitment, and I'm gonna keep it, even if one day I don't feel like it.

Was at BK reading before I went his house. Read about God's love. The more I pondered, the more it seemed so real to me. The 2nd greatest commandment, I made it my lifetime commitment, to someone dear to me. Agape love, only God can fulfill it. I can't even reach half of His measure, but that doesn't mean its impossible. Only time can tell...

Please change my heart

Love and Hypocrisy

When love isn't about myself.

When love becomes everything felt being unnoticed.

When love is about YOUR happiness.

When love desires a changed heart, but the old one still stays.

When love is all about sacrificing.

When love is as strong as God's Love.

When love is Agape, and unconditional.

When love is about Never having You.

When love hurts.



Is Agape love a love that hurts? Or is it love from a totally changed heart? Change my heart... ...
Im sorry to You.. u know who u are, I thought it was all over. But I think I was wrong.

Its great to be back here again! Latest entry was quite sometime ago. Its the Hols now... yeah, and surprisingly, i managed to keep myself rather busy.. Lemme see, what do i usually do.
Play pool, go out with friends, play pool, rent movies, play pool... hmm. Hope i'll be employable next year, or all my savings gonna disappeared.

Made some new pool friends recently, from an online pool forum. And oh boy, are they GOOD. Yeah, bunch of humourous fellas with so much committment and love for the game. Really good players. Own real neat equipment too.

Christmas is round the corner. Time to send out cards! Yeah, and this time i'll send them with stamps this time. Felt so moronic last year, placing the cards in the postbox, and then waiting there till 5pm for the postman to open the box, because i forgot to paste stamps. That postman never appeared.. hmm, waste my time. Must be eating snake.

Hmmm, read a friend's blog recently. He mentioned something 'bout Benny Hinn coming to S'pore. That name just struck me, somewhere in the back of my head I've came across this name before... ...